My Problem

My real problem is that I think too highly of myself. I think I'm supposed to be this great person. I feel like I'm supposed to be the next Socrates mixed with Martin Luther King and Jesus. Even this blog is coming to an end. Nobody wants to hear about my shitty problems. No one else should have to listen with my shitty problems. That's why there mine, right? My problem is that even though I think so highly of myself, in interactions with others, I try to be beneath people. I tell them everyone is equal in importance because that's true, but I don't think I believe it. I'm constantly contradicting whether I believe that people all have problems of equal importance, or if my problems are more important. It seems that in overall outlook of life, everyone's problems are equally unimportant to everyone else. However, my personal life and experiences are more important to me because it is my life. Because it is my life, I must be able to handle my problems, and allow myself to be content before I can help others. But, I don't do that. I don't know the last time I yelled at someone. The last time I really yelled at someone. I get mad often, but never physically. I need to release the anger before it builds up. I even told my ex not to worry about anything, and that it was okay what she did. Even though I don't think I'm over it. I constantly put people before me, even though I don't truly believe they should be there. I need to get my shit together. My problem is that I need to stick up for myself every goddam once in a while.